I'm not saying I am as good as you are, I'm the weakest link in the clan, but I'm holding my own I think so far.
I'm hard on myself in the sense I give 110% and I'd feel like total shit if we lost b/c I sucked. No one could say anything to make me feel worse than I would feel on my own. I LOVE TO COMPETE! Listening to RING scream in excitement last night when we were tearing it up, it's how I felt inside even though I can't scream like that b/c I'd wake up the entire family!
I LOVE hardcore but I might practice regular from time to time b/c I use different weapons loadouts in Wars. I get all freaked out by the fact it takes more damage to down someone but the more I practice the more I'll get comfortable and I'll hopefully start racking up some kills.
p.s. If RING, Falcon, Sniped and Souljuh are online, I'd expect to sit it out and I REALLY wouldn't take it personally at all! I have less play time in the online game than all of you so I promise u, no hard feelings whatsoever! If GB was Hardcore, I'd want to WAR nightly!
C u all tonight and thanks for welcoming me in and leaving me on the short list!
Patrick
